Losing My Father

I lost my father 2 months ago. It is a big lost for me. There was nothing I can do about it. He's been sicked of cancer for more than a year. I could not stand to saw him suffer. But he was a strong man. Never a bit I hear him complaint about his situation nor he show his pain to us.

Facing life without him is so different, I don't have anyone that I can go for the advise or just a comforting conversation during my hardship. Live without him give me the emptiness in my heart. Something aching deep down in my heart. So sad but no tears.

The memories remain. The way he treated me, stern yet so kind. No one can replace him...no one ever. The pain will never really fade. I miss him everyday of my life...there will be more days I will miss him. I'll miss his patience, his understanding. I will always remember him as a person who fight for his family, stand for his family in time of trouble, his unconditional love for his children inspire me. He is a honorable man.